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I remember sometimes logging on, checking my inbox just to see 20 messages of "fuck my life" "this sucks" "I'll kill myself" and stuff like that.
I remember my ex not saying much if it wasn't stories about her OH SO miserable life...
I remember me being younger, wondering what the hell was wrong with me, what was this shitty feeling, until I realized it was simply life trying to get in.
I remember my friends spending DAYS whining about that one person they hated.


And when I think of it all, I can only react in one way: you deserve it
NO, you don't deserve to be treated badly. You don't deserve to have a bad life. Hell you don't even deserve life itself. "what you deserve" is a myth. What happens in your life is purely the result of people's actions and thoughts. Everything has a consequence, and your own thoughts aren't an exception to that rule. The more you think about something, the more power it has over you. And remember that "hate" isn't the opposite of "love". It's the exact same thing, but with another degree of appreciation. The opposite to both of these is "indefference"
So if you hate someone, let it go. You'll feel much better.

What I mean is, unless you REALLY want to keep feeling like shit, stop telling yourself that you feel like shit. Ignore it, keep living. Go out, start something new, do some exploring, get to know some new people, learn something... it doesn't matter that you aspire to.

Just don't wait until you're feeling right to start, because it WON'T happen. That little sting on the heart... you feel it once, it's there forever. It's NOT a bad thing. It's actually proof that you're alive. So go out, LIVE.

Take risks, don't stand on the same ground for too long, take a path not because you want to, but because you're curious.

'Cause in the end, what is life?
It's only the experiences you live. And that, that can only be decided byt the one who's reading this.

Don't waste your time. You're only living once, and by the time you hit 20, 1/4 of your life's already done.

LIVE
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Alright, finally did it!
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1) Name: Steven
2) Name Backwards: Nevets
3) Were you named after anyone?: not really
4) Does your name mean anything?: Yeah, it means my parents have no fucking clue about english, and names in general
5) Nick Name(s): Ofnir, DUDE, Plywood (ask me about that one, funny story I swear... -.-)
6) Screen Name(s):Ofnir123, Theofnir123, and pretty much anything with "ofnir123" in it
7) Date of Birth: October 5, 1992
8) Place of Birth: Sherbrooke, QC, Canada
10) Current Location: Same place
11) Sign: Libra // Monkey
12) Religion: I'll have a religion when I accept to be manipulated by every human's weakness: the need to believe in something)
13) Height: around 6"
14) Weight: around 200 pounds
15) Shoe Size: 12-13, depends where I buy them
16) Hair color: Dark brown, almost black
17) Eye color: Hazel around the edge, green right under that, and then it goes back to hazel
18) What you look like: A calm guy. But looks are deceiving hehe...
19) Innie or Outie: depends who I am with
20) Righty, Lefty, ambidextrous: Righty, although I'm trying to get used to my left too
21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other: Straight
22) Best friend(s): Dominic, Kat, and er... that's pretty much it lol
23) Best friend you trust the most: Dom
24) Best friends {your sex}: Dom
25) Best friends of the opposite sex: Kat
26) Best Bud(s): Dom of course!
27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: I have a crush, but for now nothing more
28) Crush: I'm not teling it. Did this mistake once and the whole damn world shot me...
29) Parent(s): I have a good family I guess
30) Worst Enemy: MY own goddamn flaws... AND THAT GODDAMN TICK!
31) Favorite on-line Guy(s): mmm... don't talk much to guys online
32) Favorite on-line Girl(s): Kiana of course.
33) Funniest friend: DOM!!!
34) Craziest friend: DOM!!!
35) Advice Friend: Probably Dom again
36) Loudest Friend: I'm getting tired of writing the same name over and over...
37) Person you cry with: see question number 36...

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters: nope
39) Any brothers: Well I consider Dom as my bro
40) Any pets: Nope. The whole fact of enslaving animals just to keep them as something "cute" around the house just disgusts me...
41) A Disease: I dunno... Hell, even if I had one, I'd prefer to just moveo n and live life like I want it. I am the only one telling my story, might as well not turn it into a melodrama *cough*my ex*cough*
42) A Pager: Nope
43) A Personal phone line: nope
44) A Cell phone: Nope
45) A Lava lamp: Nope
46) A Pool or hot tub: Nope
47) A Car: Wish I had one

Describe Your...

48) Personality: I can be cold at times, but I'm just tired of people surrendering so damn easily. I worked hard to get to the mental state I'm in, and it works. Is that so goddamn hard to understand? (oh, yeah, you guessed it, I don't have much patience)
49) Driving: On the street, I'm a wise driver. No speeding or anything. On the track though...
50) Car or one you want: Nissan Skyline GT-R V-Spec II Nür R34, in blue
51) Room: Small and just enough for me to sleep. I don't like spending time in there anyways
52) Mmh: What the hell is this?
53) School: Well, it's a school. You get pointless rules and annoying people
54) Bed: A big queen-size bed, and I love it. so comfy... :D
55) Relationship with your parent(s): I guess it's alright

Do You...

56) Believe in yourself: I used not to. And then I realized I'm stuck with myself until the day I die, I might as well get to like myself! And now I'm doing stuff I never thought possible
57) Believe in love at first sight?: I lived it a few times... to bad it wasn't mutual
58) Consider yourself a good listener: I try to
60) Get Along with your parents: yes and no... depends on what they whi- ...talk about
61) Save your e-mail conversations: Nope. What I tell my friends is between my friends and me, no need to archive it
62) Pray: Yeah,.. pray to a god that lets his own creation kill itself... Honestly, face it: if there's a god he's an asshole anyways, so why pray?
63) Believe in reincarnation: Nope, only in some kind of heaven, but then again, it happens during life so...
64) Like to make fun of people:  When I do, I make sure they KNOW it's a joke
65) Like to talk on the phone: Not that much
66) Like to eat: Depends what's the meal. But I try to not eat that much. I was fat so...
67) Like to drive: HELL MUTHAFUKIN YEAH!
68) Get motion sickness: Only if I try to read or play my PSP
69) Eat the stems of broccoli: ...
70) Eat Chicken fingers with a fork: Guess it depends on how I feel
71) Dream in colour: I wish they were dreams...
72) Type with your fingers on home row: ...The hell that's supposed to mean?
73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: Nah.

What Is...?

74) Right next to you: My glass of water
75) On the walls of your room: Photos of race cars
76) On your mouse pad: No mouse pad to describe lol
77) Your dream car: I think I wrote that one above
78) Your dream date: Probably just a walk in the woods during fall, just end it up looking at the sunset
79) Your dream honeymoon spot: Probably the top of a high mountain. Nice view
80) Your dream wife: I have a crush on her right now
81) Your bedtime:  Anywhere from 10pm to 2 am, depends on the day
82) Under your bed: My katana and my bokken. need to store them somewhere accessible
83) The single most important question: Not any of those in this quizz anyways...
84) Your bad time of the day: MORNING! oh god do I FUCKING HATE mornings!
85) Your worst fear(s): Honestly, I don't know
86) The weather like: Clear sky, at night. I love it
87) The time: 22:21
88) The date: september 30, 2011
89) The best trick you ever played on someone: Made someone give me his facebook password. Gawd do I love trolling
90) The weirdest food or drink that you like: I dunno...
91) Theme Song: The Ice Dance - Bachelors of Science. That song just sets you free
92) The hardest thing about growing up: realizing that what you lived, you won't live again... oh well, gotta let it go
93) Your funniest experience: PRobably when I started doing parkour
94) Your scariest moment: I dunno, honestly
95) The silliest thing you've ever said: OH BOY! I say so many silly things, I can't keep track of them!
96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex: I was too afraid by the time I was stupid enough to try to impress people
97) The scariest thing that's ever happened while with your friend(s): dunnno
99) The best feeling in the world: Overcoming a fear, and realizing you can do more thatn you thought. SOO awesome!
100) 5 people you tag: I don't tag people

BTW if there are any leftovers from Kiana's answers, I'm sorry. I had to copy it from her journal since I have no fucking idea where she gets those quizzes...
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Anybody knows this?
I just gave the PSP game a try and it is EFFIN AWESOME!
You should really check it out (although I'm not sure if the PSP one's up in North America... oh well, the pleasures of having a hacked PSP hehe


oh and BTW, Kiana, I haven't forgotten you. I marked your note as unread to make sure I answer to it. I just have loads of people home now and I'd prefer them not finding out about this stuff
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The demo was just released yesterday. Has anyone tried it yet?

I have it already (got a hacked PSP) and I gotta say, even though it's in japanese and I understand nothing, this is still the coolest, most badass FF I have ever played
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